Retirement of both of my phone...

25.02.2011

finally both of my phone broke...

but

my next target still not yet on the market..

now using a phone with half of the screen is black..

T.T

through a friend introduction

i know one seller who still have the old stock of

Motorola V3xx

which i fall in love with it long time ago

planned to get 2 of it

while i am waiting for the launched of samsung phone

one is charcoal grey and another is platinum

both color also look nice

and it price quite acceptable.

hope to get it soon.

.. END ..

04022011

HaPpy Chin3se NeW YeaR 2011

2011:

新的记忆，新的错误，新的心痛，新人新泪新欢笑，新的一年！

~ END ~

To myself

23/01/2011

一个人想哭就哭想笑就笑，一个人想吃就吃想玩就玩，

一个人可以一整天不说话，一个人可以懒猪般睡到日晒三竿，

一个人可以随心所欲，一个人没有任何的感情包袱。

一个人生活独来独往我行我素，

一个人的生活，没有什么不好。

一个人独处的时间比以前长了，

一个人慢慢的变得成熟，慢慢的变得深沉。 ­

一个人的世界，很安静，安静的可以听到自己的呼吸声和心跳声。

冷了，给自己加件外套；

饿了，给自己买个面包；

病了，给自己一份坚强；

失败了，给自己一个目标；

跌倒了，在伤痛中爬起，并给自己一个宽容的微笑。

当两个人之间的感觉，只靠你一个人在苦苦维系，

想放弃而下不了决定的时候。

你首先应该放弃的是自己，放弃自己的那份残存的希望，

然后你才能放弃你想放弃的别人，爱情的确应该包容，

但是如果总是在很辛苦地包容，在勉强维持，

那已经不是爱情了！

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .. . . .

Penang Trip 20 - 21/1/2011

Finished 2 day trip with my beloved friends

they are Sam Kar Wei, Sam Chin Fei and Nelson Leong

initially had 7 persons but ended with 4 persons due to some reasons

but it is still a great trip.

We go to eat many delicious foods

such as :

and we found a special restaurant cafe

name called:

quite special decoration but the drink is too little in my opinion.

Besides, i bought 8 clothes in this trip

quite costly for me

RM450 gone in 2 days

first time burned money like this

sorry mummy. =p

At last, i would like to apologized to Kar Wei

that i shopped until forget the time and made her miss the dating with her friend

Sorry

To myself :

"Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment"

~ END ~

14012011

Thinking...

Wake up in the early morning

pack all my belonging

waiting for going back to Kampar

A new semester life is waiting me over there

will it be Fun, or Hard?

i dunno

just feel it will be very x 3 important to me

as this is the only last semester for me in Utar

and

feeling sad to think bout it

i remember

At first

i was panic when hearing my course are moving to Kampar

OMG

what a old folk place izit

no entertainment, no shopping, no bowling

but now

i will not complaint

i really miss this place

gt fresh air, nature view, cow shit everywhere

and a place full of precious memories with my uni-mate

and now

i left half more year

and

i will leave this place

and

i will start my working life forever or may b continue to studying ACCA

so

i should pass the day i left with a happy mood

=)

Win a few, lose a few. That's life——有得也有失，生活就是如此。

- END -

10012011

February Target

54kg

=End=

new life

08012011

everything like wat you said

we just friend, no more

ok

i will put it down and let it go

and hope u can get a better person out there

soon,

uni will reopen

time to start a new life in 2011

no more such childish thinking

love

i am unable to pay anything for it

i love myself more

=)

..End..

04010211

Forth day in year 2011

i woke up quite early

for what purpose

i also dunno

searching youtube

finding a song that quite nice

sometime

we really dunno what is our partner requirement

this may cause a misunderstand

it may have big, or small effect

depend on how your partner think

"love-you can give much

but dunno what i need"

this sentence quite good

reflect you and me

....

we are blind when enter into relationship

but

reality call us to wake up

what a sad case...

.End.

All about myself

02012011

This post is to discover whether I really understand who am I

My name is Alan Ng

Birthed in Muar, Johor at year 1990/5/26

Is a Gemini male and a

Malaysian stay in Serdang

Currently study in Utar, Kampar, Perak

Have six family members

which is daddy, mummy, me, younger brother and 2 little sisters

I came form a normal family

and my characteristic is

A normal person with normal thinking

I like to sleep, may because i feel peace when i sleep

I like to stay alone in room, may because i like the loneliness when i am down

I like to study, may because i do not want to disappointed my parent

I like to smile, may because it may cover a sad side of myself

I like to travel, because it give me more knowledge

I like to talk, may because i feel the attention from other

I like to play, may because i am energetic

I like to share, when i think the person is important to me

I like to eat with a gang of friend, because i scare of the feeling eat alone

I like to shop, because i can discover a new things around my life

I like to pretend, may because i want to keep my image infront of other

I like to lie, may be I am trying to protect myself from hurt by other

I like to jealousy, may because i lack of the things other have

I like to be quarrel , may because i like the things

I like to be stupid, is because i dunno what to face the truth

I like to be wordy, because i care for the things

I like to control other, because i like to feel of power..? may b

I am hot-tempered, because my eye make me to do so

I am mean, because i know how hard to earn money

I am a plagiarism, because i cannot think critically

I am selfish, because i care for my feelings

I am arrogant, because i think i am unique person in the world

I am lazy, because i am a worm

I am over self confidence, because i think i have goodwill inside myself

I am a dirty person, i lazy to do housework

I am cranky, when i feel unsafe

I am capricious, because i need you to make me smile

and...

erm........

what else?

bad things more than good..

too many until cant remember jor..

any comment you would like to give

please dun hesitate to drop down

"Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, the romance, and you find out you still care for that person. —— 所谓爱，就是当感觉、热情和浪漫统统拿掉之后，你仍然珍惜对方。"

End...................................

2010, Brand new year

01012011

To do list 2010:

- Get at least 3.5 for last semester

- Get a satisfactory job before i study for ACCA

- Get a new car if my salary is enough to pay for a car loan

- Buy myself a samsung galaxy s when birthday

- Having 2 family trip if possible

- Having a 3 day 2 night trip with secondary school friends

- Having graduation trip with my uni-mate

- Having a miracle trip in the Xmas 2011 in oversea

- other.. updated later~~

"所有的"我开玩笑的"都一定带着一点点认真；

所有的"我不懂"其实还是有一点懂；

每一次"我不在乎"背后都有一点点在乎，

每一次"我没事"背后都还是有那么一点伤痛……" ( 微博)

. . End . .

2010 past, 2011 come

31122010

"爱是一种让人心甘情愿服下的毒药"

Love

simple to tell, but hard to implement

you can just simply tell anybody in this world that you love them

but you cannot give them the feeling of love

Last night

playing Tarot in my friend's house

it give me some suggestions for the problem that i am facing now

although it may seem like a minor suggestion

but, it may be useful in the future, who knows?

one of the suggestion i felt most incredible

" i feel no confidence in-front of the person i like"

it might be true

i am not handsome, not rich, not intelligent....

lot of weaknesses

why will you like me?

i am very curious for the reason

You

too far from me

a long-distance relationship

which i failed to maintain last time

which i feel unstable and worried

which is

lack of face to face communication

lack of time for hang out or be together

lack of understanding for each other

lack of .....

lot of things

we can only keep in touch with each other through the social networks and communication devices

which is the virtual medium that is lack of feeling

anything i would like to share with u immediately, but u unable to receive

anything i would like to hear from u, i need to wait

when i need you, you not around

when i miss you, you not by my side

so . . . . .

should i proceed into this relationship, or just let it go

i think only god will know

Anyway,

tomorrow will be a new day for a brand new day

i am here to wish all my family members and friends that having a nice day

and all your dreams shall be come true and wishes can be realize soon..

and you

i am waiting for you..

****** HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011 *******

10212010

I have participate in microsoft contest

can u help me to click the link below:

http://www.savesocialenergy.com/prize.aspx?ref=bc73136d-0811-4690-ad20-aff8801cb0c0

just a simple step,

sign in ur hotmail id,

then it complete...

thanks a lot!

By the way, u will also have a chance to win the same prize too.. =)

This is not virus, dun worry..

Help to spread to your friend and help me to ask them vote for me.. thx..

have a nice day,

From

Alan kai

Re-Blogging~

07122010

I want to hold your hands and walk a mile,

don't want to miss u, even a while.

My life is so beutiful coz

Dear, its you.. My LIFE.

Hug me for my worries to die,

my tears to dry and,

my loneliness to fly.

It hurts me to know,

how i sometimes can be little selfish,

when it comes to you.

I am getting sentimental over you!

for good sake explain me why all these.

I miss you every moment of the day.

I keep me awake just to listen you.

I keep me empty just for you to fill.

I keep me alive just to see you.

My morning miss you,

my evening seeks you,

Where were you all these years?

why you weren't there to wipe my tears.

Fear of future is worse than pain of the past,

still i bother the least coz u are there.

Even seconds are too long to miss you,

I want to hold your hands and walk a mile,

don't want to miss u, even a while.

I LOVE you.

' 你听到吗？我的心正在说爱你，

但我却不敢敞开心扉，表达我的这份爱

你听到吗？我的心依然在那里等待，等你翻阅。。。

希望有那么一天，你会知道有一个人在爱着你。。。。

希望有那么一天，你会明白。。。

我的心已属于你。。

明天。。

请让我叫你爱情。。'

《END》

新浪微博

06102010

Start T.Sina by opened an account..

Found out quite large number of artists are joined.

and,

Keep updated my status..

because still fresh with it~~

=)

http://t.sina.com.cn/alankai

. END .

擁有了愛情，就別去碰曖昧。

Saturday

210810

Saturday:

Time to improve my internal soft skills, guilty when said this...

I have joined 2 programmes called 'global warming' and 'deal with difficult colleague'.

Although i try to concentrate on both programmes, but my tiny drawing book get my attention most..

(keep on draw my favourite things - car car~~)

Beside that, i also know some of the friends from public relation, they are nice and sweet.. =p

At night,

i have the pleasure to try Mr. Lee cooking skill, the food not bad [ at least can eat, not waste.. =) ]

and

something make me angry,

not because of the dinner or people who having dinner with me,

also not because i lost in mahjong,

it is because the TNB release the fake information,

said the electricity of whole kampar area will be shut down from 12 am - 4am,while it is not, just affect certain areas..

make me sleepless.. =.= swt...

Anyway,

Today is Sunday, a brand new week..

but sleep until so so late and missed the time to go for church~~

sorry jessue and maria,

i will go next week.. please forgive me~~ =p

' 知人知面知己知彼又知心 ,古人说这就是所谓知音 '

150810

Sunday, a great resting day..

since all the tests and assignments have finished,

is time to clean up my room and wash my lovely little car.

but, the gecko shit on the top of the car after i was..

what d...

feel like find it out and slap it.

=) hehe..

And today weather quite cold..

rain for whole day..

good for movie and sleep~

Doaremon whole day, damn fun~

-- End --

Jolin - My idol

1308010

Jolin's new album " Myself " is coming..

she has become more and more pretty and sexy as well....

*o*

here is the 2 mv that have been official by the company.

(1) 美人计

(2 )玩愛之徒 ( Love Player )

"你好朋友界限太难以理解 , 暧昧该一枪击碎 "

Time to clean up all the dust in my blog.. Ne Life Begin.!!

13082010

About 4 month did not touch this blog.

Some of my friends asked me whether i am still using this blog..

Of course i using, just lazy to update..

Hee~

Anyway,

Start from today, my new life begin..

I should do those tasks what i plan before and what i left behind..

Phrase of the day:

" 今日事,今日毕"

Fuck...

Behave yourself before i know the fact..

@#$%^..

ps: Alan get mad because the line DAMN slow..

( because all of his house mate can use, but he cant. And this is not his pc problems, when he use other line the pc worked... can somebody tel me the reason?)

End

Stress is coming~~~

24022010

Start from this Saturday,

All my midterm and assignment due date are coming...

Damn...

Make me feel stress only..

haiz..

T.T

~ END ~

I-pod collection~~

23022010

Left ipod shuffle...

who want buy it for me..?

=)
because the above al belong to my family but not me..
T.T

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

RCM Jan 2010

11012010 ~ 15012010

Before start for the new semester,

i have joined a activities called Registration, Campus Tour and Mass Call

as a assistant campus tour manager.

I have join this orientation event 2 times since my degree year 1 semester 2.

But this time some of the things have been change,

but based on our strong teamwork spirit,

the event was going smooth.

although we might have a bit disagreement due to different point of view,

but i think that the miss-understanding between 2 party should clear after the event..

we must think that..

" It is hard to join us together to do a event.."

wil it be better if we think like this..? =)

By the way,

this is the first time i went out for a trip with the organizing committee before a day of the event..

we went to teluk intan for movie, den chip chat at McD and eating the famous 'zhu chang fen'

overnight at Meya's House...

the next morning we went for the teluk intan tower...
having sushi king for out lunch...
adn eating the sushi + alot of wasabi cauz the wasibi is FREE..??

wow.. no stress at all..?

or all of us going crazy,...? haha..

and not forget the Sunway Tambun + Ipoh one day trip~~

Lastly,

Thank you for my lovely team that have giving me a very memorable time..

i love you all

=)

Photo section :

Photo of the Day:

~~ END ~~

wow... about 3 month didnt touch my blog....

310110

Is time to Clean up my dirty blog~~

so fast 3 month past...

and so many things happened thought my life...

Christmas,

New Year 2010

Rcm jan 2010

new semester ( Y2S3 )

the following updated will be the RCM jan 2010

remember to keep in touch with my blog lor~~

2010 will be awesome...

and will have a colorful life ~~

End~~

First week of new semester...

25/10/2009

..........................

Finally first week passed..

ans yet,

i recover from sick, and for my laptop too..

reformat it jor...

but lost all my important data...

never mind, treat it as a new start....

forward to new life...

This semester i only take 2 subject which are

IT for management and Entre..

hope can get better result due to last semester really did badly...

and i heard that that the PTPTN will become scholarship

if get first class owner...

izit real?..

$$$$$$$$

i hope can get it and have extra money to spend..

:P

Anyway,

Start clean my room...

too messy + dirty..

..................

~ END ~

Facebook-ing....

24/10/2009

So fast my 3 week holiday has passed...

and the new semester started...

and yet, i get my last sem's result...

a bit disappointed with that cauz it still far form wat i expected..

T.T

Quite bad luck recently,

start sick since first day of the new semester until today..

suffering much....

and my laptop too..

i format it without backup...

how CLEVER am i... wuwuwuwuuu....

........................................

..............................

Facebook, i didnt log in for few days because i cant on9..

quite missed it..

finally yesterday nitez i found that i can use wireless to on9..

happy-ing...

Anyway,

Starting to planning what should i do for next few weeks...

:)

END