2010 past, 2011 come

31122010

"爱是一种让人心甘情愿服下的毒药"

Love

simple to tell, but hard to implement

you can just simply tell anybody in this world that you love them

but you cannot give them the feeling of love

Last night

playing Tarot in my friend's house

it give me some suggestions for the problem that i am facing now

although it may seem like a minor suggestion

but, it may be useful in the future, who knows?

one of the suggestion i felt most incredible

" i feel no confidence in-front of the person i like"

it might be true

i am not handsome, not rich, not intelligent....

lot of weaknesses

why will you like me?

i am very curious for the reason

You

too far from me

a long-distance relationship

which i failed to maintain last time

which i feel unstable and worried

which is

lack of face to face communication

lack of time for hang out or be together

lack of understanding for each other

lack of .....

lot of things

we can only keep in touch with each other through the social networks and communication devices

which is the virtual medium that is lack of feeling

anything i would like to share with u immediately, but u unable to receive

anything i would like to hear from u, i need to wait

when i need you, you not around

when i miss you, you not by my side

so . . . . .

should i proceed into this relationship, or just let it go

i think only god will know

Anyway,

tomorrow will be a new day for a brand new day

i am here to wish all my family members and friends that having a nice day

and all your dreams shall be come true and wishes can be realize soon..

and you

i am waiting for you..

****** HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011 *******