2010, Brand new year

01012011

To do list 2010:

- Get at least 3.5 for last semester

- Get a satisfactory job before i study for ACCA

- Get a new car if my salary is enough to pay for a car loan

- Buy myself a samsung galaxy s when birthday

- Having 2 family trip if possible

- Having a 3 day 2 night trip with secondary school friends

- Having graduation trip with my uni-mate

- Having a miracle trip in the Xmas 2011 in oversea

- other.. updated later~~

"所有的"我开玩笑的"都一定带着一点点认真；

所有的"我不懂"其实还是有一点懂；

每一次"我不在乎"背后都有一点点在乎，

每一次"我没事"背后都还是有那么一点伤痛……" ( 微博)

. . End . .

2010 past, 2011 come

31122010

"爱是一种让人心甘情愿服下的毒药"

Love

simple to tell, but hard to implement

you can just simply tell anybody in this world that you love them

but you cannot give them the feeling of love

Last night

playing Tarot in my friend's house

it give me some suggestions for the problem that i am facing now

although it may seem like a minor suggestion

but, it may be useful in the future, who knows?

one of the suggestion i felt most incredible

" i feel no confidence in-front of the person i like"

it might be true

i am not handsome, not rich, not intelligent....

lot of weaknesses

why will you like me?

i am very curious for the reason

You

too far from me

a long-distance relationship

which i failed to maintain last time

which i feel unstable and worried

which is

lack of face to face communication

lack of time for hang out or be together

lack of understanding for each other

lack of .....

lot of things

we can only keep in touch with each other through the social networks and communication devices

which is the virtual medium that is lack of feeling

anything i would like to share with u immediately, but u unable to receive

anything i would like to hear from u, i need to wait

when i need you, you not around

when i miss you, you not by my side

so . . . . .

should i proceed into this relationship, or just let it go

i think only god will know

Anyway,

tomorrow will be a new day for a brand new day

i am here to wish all my family members and friends that having a nice day

and all your dreams shall be come true and wishes can be realize soon..

and you

i am waiting for you..

****** HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011 *******

10212010

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From

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Re-Blogging~

07122010

I want to hold your hands and walk a mile,

don't want to miss u, even a while.

My life is so beutiful coz

Dear, its you.. My LIFE.

Hug me for my worries to die,

my tears to dry and,

my loneliness to fly.

It hurts me to know,

how i sometimes can be little selfish,

when it comes to you.

I am getting sentimental over you!

for good sake explain me why all these.

I miss you every moment of the day.

I keep me awake just to listen you.

I keep me empty just for you to fill.

I keep me alive just to see you.

My morning miss you,

my evening seeks you,

Where were you all these years?

why you weren't there to wipe my tears.

Fear of future is worse than pain of the past,

still i bother the least coz u are there.

Even seconds are too long to miss you,

I want to hold your hands and walk a mile,

don't want to miss u, even a while.

I LOVE you.

' 你听到吗？我的心正在说爱你，

但我却不敢敞开心扉，表达我的这份爱

你听到吗？我的心依然在那里等待，等你翻阅。。。

希望有那么一天，你会知道有一个人在爱着你。。。。

希望有那么一天，你会明白。。。

我的心已属于你。。

明天。。

请让我叫你爱情。。'

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