Retirement of both of my phone...

25.02.2011

finally both of my phone broke...

but

my next target still not yet on the market..

now using a phone with half of the screen is black..

T.T

through a friend introduction

i know one seller who still have the old stock of

Motorola V3xx

which i fall in love with it long time ago

planned to get 2 of it

while i am waiting for the launched of samsung phone

one is charcoal grey and another is platinum

both color also look nice

and it price quite acceptable.

hope to get it soon.

.. END ..

04022011

HaPpy Chin3se NeW YeaR 2011

2011:

新的记忆，新的错误，新的心痛，新人新泪新欢笑，新的一年！

~ END ~

To myself

23/01/2011

一个人想哭就哭想笑就笑，一个人想吃就吃想玩就玩，

一个人可以一整天不说话，一个人可以懒猪般睡到日晒三竿，

一个人可以随心所欲，一个人没有任何的感情包袱。

一个人生活独来独往我行我素，

一个人的生活，没有什么不好。

一个人独处的时间比以前长了，

一个人慢慢的变得成熟，慢慢的变得深沉。 ­

一个人的世界，很安静，安静的可以听到自己的呼吸声和心跳声。

冷了，给自己加件外套；

饿了，给自己买个面包；

病了，给自己一份坚强；

失败了，给自己一个目标；

跌倒了，在伤痛中爬起，并给自己一个宽容的微笑。

当两个人之间的感觉，只靠你一个人在苦苦维系，

想放弃而下不了决定的时候。

你首先应该放弃的是自己，放弃自己的那份残存的希望，

然后你才能放弃你想放弃的别人，爱情的确应该包容，

但是如果总是在很辛苦地包容，在勉强维持，

那已经不是爱情了！

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .. . . .

Penang Trip 20 - 21/1/2011

Finished 2 day trip with my beloved friends

they are Sam Kar Wei, Sam Chin Fei and Nelson Leong

initially had 7 persons but ended with 4 persons due to some reasons

but it is still a great trip.

We go to eat many delicious foods

such as :

and we found a special restaurant cafe

name called:

quite special decoration but the drink is too little in my opinion.

Besides, i bought 8 clothes in this trip

quite costly for me

RM450 gone in 2 days

first time burned money like this

sorry mummy. =p

At last, i would like to apologized to Kar Wei

that i shopped until forget the time and made her miss the dating with her friend

Sorry

To myself :

"Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment"

~ END ~

14012011

Thinking...

Wake up in the early morning

pack all my belonging

waiting for going back to Kampar

A new semester life is waiting me over there

will it be Fun, or Hard?

i dunno

just feel it will be very x 3 important to me

as this is the only last semester for me in Utar

and

feeling sad to think bout it

i remember

At first

i was panic when hearing my course are moving to Kampar

OMG

what a old folk place izit

no entertainment, no shopping, no bowling

but now

i will not complaint

i really miss this place

gt fresh air, nature view, cow shit everywhere

and a place full of precious memories with my uni-mate

and now

i left half more year

and

i will leave this place

and

i will start my working life forever or may b continue to studying ACCA

so

i should pass the day i left with a happy mood

=)

Win a few, lose a few. That's life——有得也有失，生活就是如此。

- END -

10012011

February Target

54kg

=End=

new life

08012011

everything like wat you said

we just friend, no more

ok

i will put it down and let it go

and hope u can get a better person out there

soon,

uni will reopen

time to start a new life in 2011

no more such childish thinking

love

i am unable to pay anything for it

i love myself more

=)

..End..

04010211

Forth day in year 2011

i woke up quite early

for what purpose

i also dunno

searching youtube

finding a song that quite nice

sometime

we really dunno what is our partner requirement

this may cause a misunderstand

it may have big, or small effect

depend on how your partner think

"love-you can give much

but dunno what i need"

this sentence quite good

reflect you and me

....

we are blind when enter into relationship

but

reality call us to wake up

what a sad case...

.End.

All about myself

02012011

This post is to discover whether I really understand who am I

My name is Alan Ng

Birthed in Muar, Johor at year 1990/5/26

Is a Gemini male and a

Malaysian stay in Serdang

Currently study in Utar, Kampar, Perak

Have six family members

which is daddy, mummy, me, younger brother and 2 little sisters

I came form a normal family

and my characteristic is

A normal person with normal thinking

I like to sleep, may because i feel peace when i sleep

I like to stay alone in room, may because i like the loneliness when i am down

I like to study, may because i do not want to disappointed my parent

I like to smile, may because it may cover a sad side of myself

I like to travel, because it give me more knowledge

I like to talk, may because i feel the attention from other

I like to play, may because i am energetic

I like to share, when i think the person is important to me

I like to eat with a gang of friend, because i scare of the feeling eat alone

I like to shop, because i can discover a new things around my life

I like to pretend, may because i want to keep my image infront of other

I like to lie, may be I am trying to protect myself from hurt by other

I like to jealousy, may because i lack of the things other have

I like to be quarrel , may because i like the things

I like to be stupid, is because i dunno what to face the truth

I like to be wordy, because i care for the things

I like to control other, because i like to feel of power..? may b

I am hot-tempered, because my eye make me to do so

I am mean, because i know how hard to earn money

I am a plagiarism, because i cannot think critically

I am selfish, because i care for my feelings

I am arrogant, because i think i am unique person in the world

I am lazy, because i am a worm

I am over self confidence, because i think i have goodwill inside myself

I am a dirty person, i lazy to do housework

I am cranky, when i feel unsafe

I am capricious, because i need you to make me smile

and...

erm........

what else?

bad things more than good..

too many until cant remember jor..

any comment you would like to give

please dun hesitate to drop down

"Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, the romance, and you find out you still care for that person. —— 所谓爱，就是当感觉、热情和浪漫统统拿掉之后，你仍然珍惜对方。"

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